so i'm kind of new to this blogging stuff. actually i'm just sticking to this one for good. i'm the type that can start any new project but lose the passion to finish it if it doesn't grab my attention. alright so i'm starting out fresh for myself and no one else. i finally came to the realization that i lie to please others. psh fuxck that bullshit because from now on i'm going to keep it real and say what's got to be said even if you don't want to hear it. new year new me REAL me.
so i was born as R.K.C.N.S to be exact, but mainly known as Kimi. i'm at that tender bright age of seventeen and ain't living it to the fulliest, bummer yeah i know. i'm an aries baby and tend to rep it alot. i'm short but it doesn't seem like it because i have long legs. yup out the blue i guess my body wanted to grow pssh. whatever. so i'm standing extremely tall at 5'2 yeah i know kind of typical but i'm far from your average girl next door. there's so much things i want to explore, there's things i want to find out about myself. so basically i'm on a journey finding out the real me and what not other want me to be but what i truely am. if you know me you should already know i love to laugh like there's no tomorrow. so i laugh like it's my last day on earth. i truely cherish everything that comes by my way. i'm been having personal problems and yes i'm keeping it personal, sorry but that's just too much to share. haha. i'm extremely bright but i don't tend to show it alot. why? don't ask because i myself don't know that answer. hmm it seems like i've wasted a good part of my life worrying about what others think or what they have to say about me, until it finally came to me that i truely don't care. yeah it was a relief. because it came to my conclusion that people now a days talk badly or "trash" upon one another just to make themselves feel better or important. so if want to talk "trash" upon me or my past then your free too because i accept what i have done and i moved on. if you can't and you like to live in the past well thanks for making me your priority and future, so i guess you get your self esteem from "trash" talking about me. eh it's your life your wasting not MINE. so really i am me and that's all i ever wanted to be. i can be that friend that you turn to when your having trouble and be there in the nick of time to get you out because i care. don't abuse it. haha kidding. but no for real i love all the people i have came in contact with or are still in my life til this day. well back on track, i consider myself reliable. if you ditched me in the past eh it's the present so why you worried about it. haha. hmm i think i should come to a closing on this blog, getting pretty long i see. well to sum up everything i've been trying to say i am real, i've changed and accepted the monster i created but don't want. i've learned from every mistake i made and i thank GOD for helping come out the battle as a winner. also i'm pretty down to earth. haha well will be updating on this alot :) oh i forgot to mention the parts of me; which makes me WHOLE so i guess i'll get to them later... deal ?
